Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i don`t want to lie to myself anymore. i still love him. it`s been a struggle for me. my close friends will know. i know the feeling of regret so i want him back. this feeling is overwhelming. no control over it at all. i don`t want to be haunt with regret for the next few months of my life so i have to fight for my happiness. at least i know i tried. whether or not things can have a u-turn, i made an effort at the least. thanks for the people who have been with me all this while. i really appreciate all of you.
i seriously hope you will give it some mature thought. don`t salvage when things are overturned totally. it`ll be too late. you have to be strong, DO NOT THINK OF THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ALREADY. THEY ARE OVER! even if we manage to salvage, we`ll definitely have a new life ahead. a fruitful one after such a hard knock of turbulence. throw the old one behind. do what your heart says, not your mind. get it? whatever it is, i`ll accept. hope you sees this and think hard.
1:39 AM
i don`t want to lie to myself anymore. i still love him. it`s been a struggle for me. my close friends will know. i know the feeling of regret so i want him back. this feeling is overwhelming. no control over it at all. i don`t want to be haunt with regret for the next few months of my life so i have to fight for my happiness. at least i know i tried. whether or not things can have a u-turn, i made an effort at the least. thanks for the people who have been with me all this while. i really appreciate all of you.
i seriously hope you will give it some mature thought. don`t salvage when things are overturned totally. it`ll be too late. you have to be strong, DO NOT THINK OF THE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ALREADY. THEY ARE OVER! even if we manage to salvage, we`ll definitely have a new life ahead. a fruitful one after such a hard knock of turbulence. throw the old one behind. do what your heart says, not your mind. get it? whatever it is, i`ll accept. hope you sees this and think hard.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:39 AM
